I started a tattooing apprenticeship in early December and I quit it yesterday. It was an incredible opportunity but the tattooer kept asking me if I was ready to learn my lifelong profession, because tattooing is a lifestyle and not just a job or a career, and for four monthes I was able to tell him yes. On wednesday he told me he was still waiting for me to quit and I realized, I don't know why I'm here. And I can't commit myself to one thing, any one thing, at this point in my life. I told him as much.
I may have walked away from the opportunity of a life-time but I believe that if that is what I am meant to do, and I very much want to